its not like im too saintly
its not like i dont miss missing out on the bonhomie
its not like im not curious
its not like im not tempted...

but at the end of each day i thank god for not letting me fall into the clutches of a habitual high which entails spending 30 bucks per day on an average on a few sticks which do nothing but go up in smoke...

i love you god

i love myself.